Speeding

So life is slightly returning back to normal after the last long weekend for a long time now.
Being away for a while, no technology, no ... well anything really, gave me alot of time to think.

I saw many couples, all with their own styles, different 'techniques' of dealing with each other etc.
It's weird, but it got me thinking, are any couples really happy?
I mean, yea sure, they give off an exterior image shown to everyone that everything is sweet, but really, when you actually spend time with them, alot of time with them, you see the facade fading away.

Ok, I'm not saying that they're all unhappy and miserable, no.
But are any couples really happy? Not needing to compromise, not arguing, not getting upset at all the small things.

I don't know. It's hard to say really.

Anyway, this song's been stuck in my head for a while now. Catchy.
It kind of brings me back I guess, maybe back to happier times.

Where I look over my shoulder

It got a little bit colder
Its like I lost love from an angel
And now I'm feeling like a stranger
I blend in, I'm spending, I gotta get back to you
I called Triple A, they say they on the way
Top speeding fast, I gotta see you today

But if my time is up, Let me know right now I will find a way, to go hard again so I'm
Speeding, I'm speeding (whoaa)
Speeding, I'm speeding

uhh uhh oouahwhoaa
uhh uhh oouahwhoaa
I, no time to be patient just got the combination
Now I'm flying down the high way
Shes crying trying to Love my way
I'm wit it (so wit it)
Committed
To ride away wit you girl
And give you what you need more than your eyes can ever see

But if my time is up, Let me know right now I will find a way, to go hard again so I'm
Speeding, I'm speeding (whoaa)
Speeding, I'm speeding

Times moving fast but not fast enough so I'm speeding (speeding)
I'm racing fast but not fast enough so I'm speeding (speeding)
I'm doing 90 down the high way (high way)
I gotta make this turn a right way baby
Hop out the car, I'm at your door, I will pick you up then we will go
I gotta scoop you in my arms

But if my time is up, Let me know right now I will find a way, to go hard again so I'm
Speeding, I'm speeding (whoaa)
Speeding, I'm speeding

ohhhoohhhoooohhh
oouuwww!
Speeding, I'm speeding (speeding)
ohhhoohhhoooohhhoohhahwowooo

Stuck in the Middle

For me, speaking my mind has always been a weakpoint of mine. A really strong weakpoint.
Actually just getting the words out of my mouth usually ends in a struggle.
I think the words coming out of my mouth just don't match the jumbled mess in my head.

I guess that's why I feel connected to songs.
They express what I want to say... they say what I wana say. But better.

I really like this song. I've been playing it on repeat for the last week even though I've heard this song ages ago when his album came out.
I don't really like him though, I think he's a huge douche rocket.
But songs transcend the singer and this is one of those cases.

This song sticks with me.

Im just sitting here, tryna
Forget bout all those years, and I
I can't take the thought of him
Alone with you (alone with you)
Its been a year or so, and you
Moved on and left me cold, and I
I wish that I could let you know
That I still got a thang for you

But you got another man
He says he loves you too
Baby girl I understand
This must be hard on you
And it gets so hard sometimes
To know just what to do
Stuck in the middle with you

[Chrous:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storms
Still I know
He can never love you like me
Girl I know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos I know
He can never love you like me
Girl i've been there before
Time to close it up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

I was the one you can run into
When tears would fall from what he do
Who knew the friends would become lovers
Going crazy giving my all but getting halfa you
Im not half the man so tell me what to do
Never gonna let you go
Cos you know our love is true

But you got another man
But he's not good for you
Baby girl I understand
But this aint all on you
And it gets so hard some time
To know just what to do
Stuck in the middle with you

[Chorus:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storm
Still i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i've been there before
Time to close up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

I know
That you will never find another love like
Me and you can look but won't find another man like
Me and even though you might have seperated from me
Gotta make a choice can't wait forever

[Chorus:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storm
Still i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i've been there before
Time to close up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

I See Shadows

I'm going to keep this brief.
This is a nice song. Meaningful to me.

Don't judge me. Yes it's a boy band but shuddup, it's nice a'ight.

Morning after

Still lingers
Just waking up
I see a shadow of you
Making breakfast for two
I go driving
Past our place and
I see this girl walk by
I smell her perfume
For a moment I wish it was you

I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows

Four months gone
I can't feel you
I don't understand it
Where did you go?
I hate that you're all that I know

I'm not gonna tell ya
I'm not gonna say that I'm okay, no
I'm tryin' to get over
I'm tryin' to get far away from our mistakes

But I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how we were
Of how it was
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you and memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough of your shadows

You couldn't love me
So why won't you leave me?
Shadows
Alone is the only place I want to be

I see shadows
Everywhere that I go
It's you, reminding me
Of how to love
I've had enough
I see shadows
Everywhere they follow
It's you, the memories
Of how we loved
I've had enough