Friday, June 25, 2010

Circle of Life

So.

You're born.
You learn to talk.
You learn to walk.
You go to school.
You go to high school.
You go to university.
You get a job.
You get a partner.
You get married.
You have kids.
You retire.
You die.

Have I really narrowed down the standard life to about a dozen lines?
I don't know if its built into me or if its been ingrained into me...

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Quarter life crisis

I couldn't sleep last night.
I just lay in bed rolling around, very timidly, because I only can lie in a certain position or it'll hurt/numb my right leg.
Ha funny what I've become.

Anyway, I usually can't sleep for no reason.
But last night was odd. My mind was racing.

It was such retarded thoughts as well. Like where I'm going to park the next day, what's on my to-do list, really mundane stuff like that.

What have I become?

If I look back just 5 years even, life was very different.
I've been working for about 2.5 years now.

2.5 years.

That's like 10% of my life. Doesn't this worry anyone?
Time seems to go so fast yet so slow at the same time.

I think I'm going through a quarter-life crisis.


Its been a while since I haven't been able to sleep.