The thing is, it is always going to be sporadic as I don't always have an opinion to make really.
Anyway, I digress.
I'm not really an arrogant person. I believe if you ask anybody that knows me they wouldn't say I have an overly cocky personality.
Now I do these night classes. And I've been doing them for 2 semesters now, breezing relatively easily through them.
Now I do kind of have an advantage. Similar to if you've been playing tennis for your entire life and then decide to switch over to.... squash. Same thing but different.
But I think my undercover overconfidence has only really aided me so far and this new class I'm doing I'm struggling. It's like I've been playing amateur tennis against blind monkeys my whole life and now swapped to professional squash.
It's a bit of a self-esteem deflator.
The thing is I've never really been like this. I've never really been "in it to win it". But now lately I've noticed everything has become a competition. It's not that I'm striving for something higher but more like competing to down-trod someone else.
I think I might actually need to get down and do some work...
