Sexyback

So I'm pretty wasted, been off work for the last few days and just laying down on my front because it hurts too much laying on my back, sitting or standing.

So essentially everything.

I can easily say, I have never experienced anything this painful before, so constantly, not even when I broke something in my foot.

So running out of solutions that seem to help, I've decided to go Acupuncture. Now I have nothing against it really, I just don't understand it but I know alot of people who swear by it.

So I got jabbed by a bunch of needles in the lower back and leg (about 12?), each about 10cm long. I just lay there for about ... an hour with the needles in my body. Oh, she also decided to light some of them on fire and hook some up to an electropulse machine. She then put a massive heater above me.

Funny feeling really.

Parts of my body was pulsing, some parts were hot, my whole body was really warm from the heater and I was sweating.

After this it was decided it was best to get me to do some fire cupping as well. I have huge weird marks on my back now, it was this weird sucking feeling. Not painful at all.

There's more marks, but it would make the photo abit more x-rated.

So here's hoping that I will get better or at least be able to stand/sit/sleep. Actually since I've been writing this blog, I've gotten up and walked around maybe 4 or 5 times coz my leg hurts way too much.

Neurofen is my friend lately, not good seeing as the recommendation is not to take them for more than 3 days and 6 pills a day which... I don't think I've been following.

Sigh... I feel so broken.

Someone told me this recently, "If you love something, let it go."

That really doesn't make any sense whatsoever so I decided to look for the actual saying.

I found... "If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."

Haha. I wonder how true that is. It really makes me wonder what happened to the person who thought of that quote. Are they trying to reason something that happened? I think they're just trying to shift the blame to something else.

I do hope this isn't a quote that actually is true.

I had a weirdass dream again.

I hardly sleep these days and I usually don't dream so it's kinda weird to even dream at all.

Must be the Neurofen.

I was organising my wedding (wtf indeed) with well... I think if anyone knows me, they know who with. Anyway, I was in Newmarket with her and looking for Japanese stuff (wtf x2) and for some reason I was playing with a tennis ball (wtf x3). It fell out of my hand and bounced onto Kyber Pass to the other side of the road. I remember trying to get it but couldn't because of the horrible traffic. Some dude on the other side grabbed the ball but a bus smacked the brakes to avoid hitting the guy and then the bus jackknifed. So the bus was wasted and the driver gets out all angry and chases the dude with the ball and they do a funny old school chase.

End of dream.

Odd. I need more sleep.